retirement

have u ever wonder how it feel when u retire??it is so painful and hard to accept.when u look forward, u can see empty road which lead u no where.there is nothing to drive u to wake up in the morning.it seems to be u never have to wake up at all.no more task to be completed, no more responsibilities to burden u.it is just matter of time..haha.maybe i look to far.hey! finally i have quit my job due to the recession.no la.it is time for me to move to the next chapter in my life.to continue my study.seriously, waiting is something that is painful. and the best thing is, it will be over soon enough.i have waited this time to come for many months.holding ur pen, punching ur calculator, make an essay, class room, teachers etc.. AND im doing this again! it is my pleasure...regarding the retirement, am i is consider as a person who has retired?i think i am not.may be QUIT is the right word. eventough i will working again in the next 5 or 6 years, still it bring me the feeling of uncomfortable.to leave what is commonly done,usually see.it such living in different atmosphere.can u imagine?when u really, really retired. i meant when u were in 60s.what will u do? so scare to figure it out ha.just leave it to TIME